Dream as if you'll live forever

Perfect By Pink

2011-04-19T01:16:00.000-07:00

* Listen carefully to the lyrics, it helps to boost your self-worth when you're feeling under the weather or when u feel like your self-esteem is going down the drain *

I LOVE THIS SONG! :)

Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Dug my way out, blood and fire.
Bad decisions, that's alright.
Welcome to my silly life.
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood.
Miss 'No way, it's all good', it didn't slow me down.
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated.
Look i'm still around.

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel.
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel, like you're nothing.
You're fuckin' perfect to me!

You're so mean, when you talk, about yourself you were wrong.
Change the voices, in your head, make them like you instead.
So complicated, look happy, you'll make it!
Filled with so much hatred, such a tired game.
It's enough! I've done all I can think of.
Chased down all my demons, i've seen you do the same.

Woah ohh, pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel.
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel, like you're nothing.
You're fuckin' perfect to me.

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear.
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer.
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it's a waste of my time.
Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere.
They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair.
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time.
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby!
Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel.
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel.
Like you're nothing, you're fuckin' perfect to me yeahhh.
You're perfect, you're perfect!
Ohh pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel.
Like you're less than fuckin' perfect.
Pretty please, if you ever ever feel, like you're nothing.
You are perfect to me...

Peace!

~Hook Like Apple Pie~

2011-04-11T01:40:00.000-07:00

Love him very muchie... :)

Freakin' Day

2011-03-23T01:18:00.000-07:00

Haiz....

Last dreaded Thursday (3-17-2011) my car got broken into. Some stupid AS*H*L* smashed my front passenger seat window. Nothing was stolen cz thank GOD nothing valuable was inside.

After that things got worst in the evening. Someone from work tried to get me into trouble with the bosses and Thank God again, the Bosses know what's going on and instead of me, "she" got the bootssss. HAHA!
That serves YOU right!

Getting back in Shape!

2011-03-14T01:28:00.001-07:00

I've got 2 more months to get in shape for my Bro's engagement. Don't wanna look all bloppy now do i? Hohoho.. but not only for my bro's engagement la that i wana stay in shape.. Its for me, myself and i... I feel more confident and energize... I LOIKE!

So it's like 5 days a week gym mania! hahaha....
But i notice slight changes dy, arms and legs more toned now (Anand said my body type easy to develop muscle. Hope he's right!). Thank God that the fats don't go to my tummy, just butts and thighs.. *sigh* My butt is getting bigger.. Gonna work that excess fat off! Gambatteh!

Anyhow, i still wanna thank God for the way i am... :)

Working, still sempat berangan.. Adeh..
Hehehehe... Ait.. Chiows~

Happy 25th BesDay to Shella Blair ak Darom AKA Semut!!

2011-03-07T00:30:00.000-08:00

I just wanna wish my old pal, an extremely Happy Happy Beshday!

She's getting older! Wait! If she is, then, i will soon! hahaha...

Will be going to PopWave for her Bday celebration and she sent me a msg => "melalak sampai pengsan" ... adeh... adaka.... Yes indeed we will! Till we get throat ulcers and bleed to death.. Eeeww.... Disgusting..

Anyway,

I wanna take this oppurtunity to say thank you for being my friend for the past 13 years. Although you are like chipsmore to me "Now you see it, now you don't", and like to raba and entertain me sometime by dancing and rubbing against my back when i'm standing (pretty annoying and seriously, i don't need that kinda entertainment from you)and being all sensitive and mushy2 at times, despite all that, i love you Gai... and I hope our friendship will remain till we grow old and gray... and when gravity finally takes its toll on us... *i really don't want to imagine*

Muuuaaaaah!

Shella the blair witch... and her most humble friend, me!

Waaa LAaa~~

2011-03-04T00:20:00.001-08:00

Wassup Y'all!

Here i am again, in this long deserted blog of mine...
Hehehe... Been busy with work and stuff...

So now, i'm just gonna summarized what i had been up to lately..

i changed job over a year ago, from being an administrative officer to a Fixed Income Analyst (Municipal Dept).

What do i do as a Fixed Income analyst you ask? Easy!

1) Receives Official Statements regarding Bonds over from the US.

2) Analyze those bonds, then finally compile important datas (Yield, interest rates, denominations, use of bonds and securities used to pay for the bonds) and set it into the Company's database. US customers are able to view it from there

Oh ya! i joined Level Up Fitness Gym. Its awesome! You should try it out. They offer group classes such as Body Combat, Body Jam, Body Pump, Belly Dancing, Yoga and soo much more. They even have a sauna room. Heh! I normally would go after cardio or group classes.

Dragged Anand and Sis for a one week free pass which i got after signing up. Hi hi Hi~

I heard there are 30 more equipments coming in from the US early March this year. Yahoo! You can imagine how happy i am, smilling from ear to ear. Hah!

Yeah, wanna get rid of those extra pounds before Bro's engagement this June. Gambatteh!

*Fingers crossed*

Owkay, till next post!
See Ya!

HappY 32nd Birthday To My oh So Gai Bro, Nick!!

2009-09-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to my 'unique' bro who just turned 32!
So old dy..wawawa....

Last nite we celebrated at panggau, openned bottle chivas. half of us were drunk.. uh huu~~... well, of course excluding me. Sis dance on the speaker.. with Shella and Anand... n i showed a lil bit of my 'gelek' skill.. hoho.. my bro was just too shy to dance... (yerrite)

Tis' here me Gai Bro

(not actual picture on that day)

will pose the pic when i get hold of it from Shella.. heh

Not What I expected

2009-09-23T19:26:00.001-07:00

uh huu~~

The quotation for my office was sent to me last saturday. It seems that the contractor mistaken the tints i wanted for two way glass that cost about Rm16,680!! Crazee~~

So called Mr Ling up again and told him that there is a 'slight' miscommunication between us.. *we just want to tint the glass walls... not change the entire thing!* So, then he said he'll look for it again... this is really wasting my time... :(

I mean what is there to NOT understand? i made it clear that we want the original glass walls, just add tints! :( now my hope of moving to my office before October is KaPooSh!!

Hopefully he get it done fast....

Panggau Banggau Danggau..

2009-09-22T20:23:00.000-07:00

19/09/09

Went to Panggau again with Anand, Sis, Topui Chiang and Ras, then, later Shella, Adam, Najib, Noel, Stanley and his friends joined the crew. Was having super fun that night when suddenly a drunk idiot stepped on my foot!!!!
It hurts like hell!! :(
So i ended up sitting the whole night thru and not dancing..
Shiets...

hoho...but crime must pay...
Anand purposely stand near the idiot and pushed/elbowed him while dancing until he knocked the wall... Anyhow, the drunkie idiot was too oblivious of Anand's "sengajaness" and just went off sumwer, did not see him after that incident... STUPIAK!
Or.. i guess at that moment his brain cells were toasted dy..

Anyway, these are the pictures we took that night:

Me and Bestie Shella Blair

~LOK-LOK pose~

Me n Anand ;p

Triangle Lurve ^.^ (below) Nana, Sela and Najib

Shhshss.. Have no idea where im looking at..

MMUUAAAAHHH!!!

The Fray ~ Never Say Never

2009-09-17T19:09:00.000-07:00

Some things we don't talk about,
Rather do without and just hold the smile,
Falling in and out of love,
Ashamed and proud of,
Together all the while.

C/0
You can never say never
While we don't know when,
But time and time again
Younger now than we were before

Don't let me go x6

Picture you're the queen of everything,
Far as the eye can see under your command
I will be your guardian when all is crumbling,
I'll steady your hand

C/0

We're pulling apart and coming
Together again and again
We're growing apart but we pull it together
Pull it together, together again

don't let me go 3x

don't let me go 3x

don't let me go 3x

don't let me go 3x

This is one of my fav song from The Fray..
Its about a relationship that's about to crumble.. but they are trying hard to get the pieces back together..
This song inspires me to be positive in a relationship.. whatever the situations are... just...stay positive...(well of cz la depends on the situation..lol ;p contradicting myself la plak)

Dongets, Bubu, Somel...

2009-09-16T18:44:00.000-07:00

Went out with Anand yesterday.. just the two of us..went to our usual place and had a few drinks.. eventhough its just the two of us.. felt extremely happy..

Hmm... i really can't say how long this will last, cz it would be impossible to predict what's to come in the future.. but if we stay the way we are.. i know.. and hope that it will remain till the day we stop breathing.. (ahakz ;p)

Sound so mushy mushy.. but yeah.. that's how i feel now..
He was my first BF, he was the first to break my heart... but he is the only one that can make me smile again...

We started dating when we're 17.. it lasted a year and 4 months.. something happened and i had to end it.. after 6 years of silence.. we accidentally bump into each other again.. n this time, we fell back in love with each other.. :)

:)

n now we're together for about 16 months (sounds longer if counted in months..hahah)

So right now.. all i can do is pray that our feelings won't fade... Amen.. :D

Finally!!Renovation on the GO!

2009-09-16T00:45:00.000-07:00

The contractor came in today and measured my soon to be office and will come out with a quotation 2moro. i also asked them renovate the sink and table top for the office kitchen... :)

Thanks to them i don't feel sleepy anymore...hahahaha...

Really can't wait! They said it will take approximately 2 weeks.. so hopefully it'll be done by October... :(

ObBssseeeesed!!

2009-09-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

Watched Obsessed yet? NO? then, u should... this is good stuff...

I watched it 3 days ago with my nephew.
I like the fact that in this movie, Beyonce (Sharon) acted as an independant, aggresive and modern wife and not some weak, pathetic, and clingy dumb wife.. :) and she would do just about anything to protect her family, including killing her husband's seducer/stalker! So watch out gals out there who are scheming and trying to pull a fast move on a married rich guy.. warning! you might get killed... lol!

Ali Larter (Lisa) really played her role well as a physcho chick.. hehe.. working as a temp girl at Idris Alba (Derek)'s office. At the beginning she seemed normal... later in the movie she gradually show off her true color.. trying her upmost best to seduce Derek.. stalking him and would do anything at any cost to get close to him. ~scary to think that there are such girls exists in this world~ :s

The best part was when she tried to seduce Derek into having sex with her in the men's toilet cubicle during the x'mas party. And he actually rejected her! can u believe that?? a men rejected a hot sexy babe? n not forgetting that he was half drunk??.. unbelievable..

How i wish all men are like that.. :P

Okay, this is just a small portion of the movie.. wanna know more? go and watch it urselves.. don't wanna be a spoiler.. heh..

cheers!!!

Work WoRk n wOrK!!

2009-09-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

I just started work 3 weeks back. Offered a post as an Admin Officer, incharge of the admin dept in JHCS Kuching under SweeJoo Shipping (www.sweejoo.com.my)
And the best part is, i have my own office! (will upload the pics once finish renovating)

Aside from that.. the pay is not bad.. well not bad for sum1 who's living with their parents... ;p
i guess i should be thankful, cause even before i am officially a graduate, i stopped contributing to the unemployment rate here in Malaysia, that is, after contributing for 24 fine days of grape planting at home ;p

Well... my job is basically implementing things that needs to be implemented in the office and to proposed new things or changes that need to be done within the department. Besides that, calculate monthly commisions from 4 branches (kch,sibu,KK and Lahad Datu), daily reports on the sales analysis, monitor staffs attendance and leave records..etc...

Hopefully i get use to it as soon as possible.. still feeling woozy in the morn cz nid to wake up early.. :( n sumtimes need to put aside the urge of going out with friends late at nite... oh well, i guess once i get used to it.. i can do just about anything...

okay, i guess that's abt it!
till the next update!
taaa!!!!

Back Down To EARTH

2009-09-14T18:14:00.000-07:00

uh huu~~ soooo sooorrrry

Have no idea how long since ive updated this blog...
So here i am again!! like chipsmore.. now u see me... now u don't...n here i am again!

hahaha... so i guess i'll try to be an active blogger instead of a passive one..
GAmbatteh! will try my best!!

Best REgards to all! :X

Passive Blogger

2009-06-15T20:51:00.000-07:00

uh huu~~
I guess im just gonna be passive for the time being....

Only if.... T.T

2009-05-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

when one day...
that you are finally a man.... only then... u will realize.... the women u lost...
The one who loves you for who you were... are and is...

"letting go... is the hardest task in life that greatly needs to be achieve.."

oh gosh...

2009-03-31T08:11:00.000-07:00

im soooo cramped up with assignments and presentations till i have no time for myself... hope this week is over fast... can't wait to chill and relax before continuing studying for the finals.....

aarrgh!!

Romeo and Juliet??

2009-03-19T10:25:00.000-07:00

Some say human beings are complex species, hard to predict and has its mind of its own… How true is this?

As for me, I think that humans’ behavior are getting much more and more predictable

From my past experiences, I learn that guys’ actions and way of thinking are much alike… not all, but MOST of them.

I bet most girls out there would pretty much agree with me when I said that, the majority of guys would try their very best at winning a girl’s heart… acting all sweet in the first few months, treating her like a queen and as if his life revolve around her… *you’re like the sun to me* So they say…

Familiar?

Guys fall in and out of love very promptly…

It’s a no wonder why Romeo killed himself for Juliet believing that Juliet took hers out of love for him… but instead Juliet used her brain by taking the “momentary-death potion”… *but then again, she killed herself right after she found Romeo breathless…* O.o (sidetrack)

Now here’s the vital part… after that first few months, they turn sour, bitter, jerky, you name it…

Just to state a few;

They stop calling you like they use to all the time…

They stop telling you their whereabouts even though they promised to before… *I can but u can’t*

Lots and lots of excuses starts popping out from their pipe hole as if we are dim enough in believing them but in fact, *all gals would know this* we love them too deeply we look pass this… (I think this is one of the traits that most girls would be striving to get rid off)

And… the rest, no need for me to mention.

Now, imagine if Romeo had been with Juliet for more than years, not say a day like in the movies or the books… would he be this “courageous” to go kill himself just because he can’t be with her? :D I don’t think sooooo… he’s just too naïve…

Guys after they broke up with the girl, if she dumped him, he’ll definitely turn into a jerk… either start calling her names or start telling others stuff that only he knows and used that against the girl.

Or,

Tell those around him that he dumped her because she’s not good enough for him. All in all, it’s just to shield his self-worth… if there’s any *note that, girls, don’t even care about that!*

The worst if he assails those close to her. Like provoking her best friends, trying so hard to make them think that this poor girl here is backstabbing them… wow… how stupid can that guy be?

The truth… let me unveil the truth… or should I say, let me put some sense into those guys who falls into this category… when in a relationship, its only NATURAL to complain to her boyfriend if she’s unhappy with any of her friends… she sees him as a place where she can find solace in, to release stress, to have someone to talk to and to understand her. Please note this guys and girls… It’s a complaint! Not trying to backstab anybody!

Visualize this… if Romeo and Juliet were to come apart by Juliet’s will… will he still love her or would he pierce a sword against her chess and into her heart and be content? After all, their families were adversaries. :)

In the modern context, guys that falls in this category will try their awfully best to bring her down, put shame, and therefore “win” the battle… a self proclaiming victory…

To me… those guys are just being as*es and need to grow up.

*if you can’t have her, back off with dignity not disrespect*

Internet down

2009-03-16T19:21:00.000-07:00

woopss... sorry guys for not posting any blogs for almost a week.. internet down n had been busy with stuff..
will keep posting when my internet connection is back to normal...
till then, do wait patiently for the next post.. :)

signing out,
bel...

Underwear on the “loose”

2009-03-02T22:44:00.000-08:00

Hahaha… this incident was hilarious… I was on my way to the beach with my syg, Pei Li, for dinner…if I’m not mistaken it was on the 10th of Feb 09… then…we spotted something on the ground!!! We saw a guy’s underwear on the streets!! I mean how the heck did it get there? So…. We came up with few possible illogical explanations… (We were hysterically laughing our heads off… well, literally saying… duh!)

1. Sum1 had sex in the car... n forgot to put it back on and noticed oh! So too late, panic, then, threw it out the window before reaching campus... But come to think about it again… he should have just kept it in his pocket... Kan?

2. Next, this is totally unfounded but what the heck… we blame the wind for blowing it all the way from the guys’ block n into the streets… hahahha… n Pei Li added… it must have passed the cafeteria n then drew quite a lot of attention..

3. Oh… and this one… It’s about a guy wearing his extreme wobbly underwear over his jogging pants like superman... N it slips right through his pants while jogging... :p

Hahaha... Weird stuff… pls don’t mind our critical thinking when it comes to stuff like this... But in the end... We still wonder… how the Shell it ended up there…. A mystery….. Unsolved…

First ever post…

2009-03-02T21:37:00.000-08:00

Hey there readers… if there are or is any… haha…

My bestie, Shella (shellablair.blogspot) kinda persuade me to start my own blog… I guess there’s no harm in trying… life’s too short to refuse anything worth trying… :)

So, here I am! Gonna start blogging like no body else’s business!! I heard it’s addictive… isit Shella?

Well, I just gonna have to find it out myself… till then… cheers!!!